Do you love and submit to Jesus in truth, or have you buried and ignored hostility in your mind towards God? If we think that God exists to help us get what we want, we are in rebellion. Jesus will never be a mere consultant: He will either own and carry your whole life, or He will be absent! Do you experience the joy of the Holy Spirit that comes from step by step daily submission (not by hard work) to Him? Or, do areas of hostility rise up in your mind when you try to pray, or in certain situations? This hostility, if not removed, will take us to hell! But, Jesus is willing to cleanse us totally if we willingly confess and repent of our wicked ways.